Monday, November 19, 2007

love is..

you're casually looking into a photograph.. then your eyes went right straight to a familiar face, and you just suddenly, uncontrollably, held your breath.. for a moment you thought that your heart stopped beating.. after a couple of seconds, tears welled up in your eyes and the first thing that came into your mind is that you miss this person terribly.. and that you would give everything just to gaze right into those expressive eyes, smile lovingly back to that wonderful face and sit right next to this one person you knew you want to be with everyday, for the rest of your life..






~oOo~

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Monday, November 12, 2007

pasensya..

pasensya kung ang mga ginagawa ko nakakasira ng gabi mo..
pasensya kung ang mga sinasabi ko nakakabuwisit ng umaga mo..


sa akin kasi, ikaw ang nagpapangiti sa kin sa umaga..
ang kumukumpleto sa araw ko..
ang dahilan kung bakit panatag akong nakakatulog sa gabi..


at para sabihan akong buwisit ng taong halos ibigay ko na buong buhay ko..

masakit..

pero sige lang.. andito pa din ako para sayo..


sorry..




~oOo~

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Friday, November 9, 2007

nuff said..






~oOo~

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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

.. nerdy funny ..


found this one on our sharepoint site.. :D





nerd talaga! haha!


enjoy!






~oOo~

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

wala lang..


hehe.. i didn't know a lot of people cared.. :p


if i remember right by the end of the month it was 142.. :)


tamad ako magblog e.. tapos nakalimutan ko magprint screen nung last day ng july.. haha!




~oOo~

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flying like superman..

my boss was an airforce pilot when he was younger.. now, he's a proud owner of a cessna skyhawk.. and still flies all the time..

since i'm about to leave pretty soon, he took me flying with him.. :D


i sat in the copilot seat.. hehe..





this is the controls and the oldskool gps system.. hehe..


it was a really nice, bright and sunshiny day.. we flew all over the town..




where we work..

walmart!!!


and my apartment!


(zooming in..)

it was so cool! he told me that it could be a bumpy ride because of all the hot air that was rising from the ground.. but aside from a couple of small bumps, it was nothing..

but the coolest part is, HE LET ME STEERED THE PLANE! for a couple of minutes anyway..

and that's one thing to brag about! hehe.. not very many people have gotten the chance to steer a real plane! and i did! hahaha!

it was not very hard.. he told me that he taught his kids how to fly a plane before they even knew how to drive.. so i can do it!

now.. who will lend me a plane? :)





~oOo~

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Monday, July 30, 2007

ping!

"I really like you, Midori. A lot."
"How much is a lot?"
"Like a spring bear," I said.
"A spring bear?" Midori looked up again. "What's that all about? A spring bear."
"You're walking through a field all by yourself one day in spring, and a sweet little bear cub with velvet fur and shiny little eyes comes walking along. And he says to you, 'Hi, there, little lady. Want to tumble with me?' So you and the bear cub spend the whole day in each other's arms, tumbling down this clover-covered hill. Nice, huh?"
"Yeah. Really nice."
"That's how much I like you."

-------- Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood




~oOo~

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Monday, June 25, 2007

nerd attack..

pag walang magawa.. hehe..




~oOo~

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

kamukha ko si jenny.. :D

i've found this one from co-worker's friendster profile (hi katC!).. mukhang masaya e and since wala akong magawa i decided to give it a try..

(to see what i did look at the previous 2 posts..)

ang galing noh?? pano kaya nila najustify na magkahawig pala kami ni beyonce?? hehe..

ayon sa how stuff works:

Every face has numerous, distinguishable landmarks, the different peaks and valleys that make up facial features. FaceIt defines these landmarks as nodal points. Each human face has approximately 80 nodal points. Some of these measured by the software are:

  • Distance between the eyes
  • Width of the nose
  • Depth of the eye sockets
  • The shape of the cheekbones
  • The length of the jaw line

These nodal points are measured creating a numerical code, called a faceprint, representing the face in the database.

ano kaya sa mga nodal points na ito ang 70% na pinagkahawigan namin ni jessica alba??

buti na lang di ako masyadong mahilig sa pictures.. :P

try loading pictures na mukha kang mataba, then mukha kang anorexic.. there will ba some interesting results..

hindi ko pinakita sa result pero magkahawig din kami ni michael jordan..

well.. enjoy enjoy..

now, to find my own justin.. :)

~oOo~

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My Celebrity Look-alikes Part Two

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.






~oOo~

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My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.





~oOo~

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Thursday, March 8, 2007

batman..

ayun..


dinalaw ako ni batman nung last friday night..


the day was uneventful really.. i didn't go to work.. after eating lunch at 2, i slept the whole afternoon off and woke up at 10 pm.. :D and because it was still bright and sunny when i fell asleep, the light was turned off..


so when i woke up, the room was really dark.. pagbukas ko ng ilaw, ayun sya lumilipad lipad.. syempre medyo groggy pa ko kala ko ipis.. pero ang laki para maging ipis.. nakatulong ata na magising ung huwisyo ko lalo nang lumipad sya papunta sa mukha ko.. aba! si batman pala..


thank goodness di sya nakatights.. hehe..


i don't live in an old rickety house.. and i'll be damned before i stay in a haunted house.. pagdating ko naman dun sa apartment wala sya.. so i have no idea kung paano sya nakapasok sa bahay at lalo na sa kwarto ko..


at mukhang wala ding idea ung paniki.. kasi lipad pa din sya ng lipad na parang gulat din kung pano sya napunta dun..


i tried opening the windows para makalabas sya, ngunit hindi ko mabuksan..


akala ko kulang lang ako sa vitamins kung bakit di ko sya mabuksan, pero pinaliwanag sakin nung apartment manager nung tinawagan ko sya na malamang frozen in place daw ung mga windows dahil sa snow..


so failure ako dun.. ung paniki naman mukhang napagod at nahilo na sa kakalipad paikot ikot sa kwarto ko e sumabit na lang dun sa isa sa mga smoke detectors na nasa kisame ng kwarto ko..


eto sya..







since hindi naman ako makakatulog sa kwarto ng nakasabit sya dun (yes, may balak pa kong matulog.. :D), dinutdut ko sya gamit ung plastic na walis na mahaba ung hawakan.. (pasensya wala akong picture nung walis!)




wala.. tinarayan lang ako.. witth matching eek!ekk!eek!..





before making dutdut..

after making dutdut..



ayun.. failure na naman..

kaya pinabayaan ko na lang sya dun sa kwarto ko.. sa living room ako natulog..



syanga pala.. habang ginagawa ko ang mga bagay na nasa itaas e nakatalukbong ako ng kumot.. :D



P.S.:

tinawagan ko nga yung apartment manager ko para paalisin nya yung paniki.. pero di daw nya alam yung gagawin kaya try daw nyang tawagan ung pest control kinabukasan.. successful naman at dumating yung pest control at tinanggal yung paniki sa kisame ko.. di ko nakita kung paano kasi closed door meeting.. nakita ko na lang sya na nasa loob ng 2 gallon na ice cream container.. hehe..

sabi nung mamang pest control e dahil daw malamig kaya nagpapasukan sa mga bahay ung mga paniki.. and since isa ung bahay ko siguro sa mga pinakamainit, napagdesisyunan nung paniki na magbakasyon sa bahay ko during winter season..

hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin nung mamang pest control dun sa paniki.. sana hindi nya inadobo.. :)




~oOo~

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

thankful..

By,






I just wanna say that:

I miss seeing you everyday.
I miss how you always hold my hand, no matter if we're walking, watching a movie or just sitting down.
I miss how you pinch my nose.
I miss finding a good place to eat with you.
I miss kissing you.
I miss hugging you.
I miss you hugging me.
I miss laughing with you.
I miss arguing with you.
I miss crying with you.
I miss teasing you.
I miss shopping with you.
I miss sitting beside you.
I miss tickling you.

I could go on and on about the things that I miss about you.

But that will make it pretty hard for me being here and away from you.

I know it’s hard for you too.

But I hope we can get through this together. Still stuck together.

I know we’ve tried so many times to make things work. I know that even though we are both pretty stubborn, there will come a time that fate won’t allow us to go against it anymore.

Or maybe it’ll be so damn tired of separating us that it will just give it a rest and have us stay with each other.

I hope it will be the latter.

Coz I’ll be pretty disappointed if it’s not.

By, I love you.

I hope you darn know that.

I know you’re not that sweet.

I know you’re not that romantic.

But I’m pretty contented with what you are. Or I could pretty much tolerate it. :P

And I know you’re loving me with all that you’ve got.

And that makes me happy.

Pretty happy.

Happy 2nd monthsary by.





~oOo~

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

just try ;) ..




Put your music player on shuffle.. Post the first 40 songs that come up.. You can repeat artists if you want.. If you have any repeats, skip to the next track..


Here's what to do:
SONGS:

1. Stonefree - Baka Naman
2. Alamid - Your Love
3. Gorillaz - 19-2000
4. Hale - Kung Wala Ka
5. Leigh Nash - Need To Be Next To You
6. Phantom Planet - Lonely Day
7. Sandwich - Two Trick Pony
8. Francis M. - Girl Be Mine
9. Bic Runga Feat. DanWilson - Good Morning Baby
10. Caedmon's Call -Love Alone
11. Coldplay - The Scientist
12. Eva Cassidy - Time After Time
13. Jason Mraz - The Remedy
14. Hale - Blue Sky
15. Mojofly - Another Day
16. The Fray - Over My Head(Cable Car)
17. Ashlee Simpson - Pieces Of Me
18. Evan And Jaron - Crazy for This Girl
19. U2 - Elevation
20. Eric Benet - The Last Time
21. Dishwalla - Somewhere In The Middle
22. Cultured Pearls - Not This Time
23. Imago - Otherwise
24. Kyla - Beautiful Days
25. Mojofly - Alright Without You
26. Caedmon's Call - Shifting Sand
27. Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
28. Rocksteddy - Smile At Me
29. MYMP - Magical Feeling
30. Lifehouse - You And Me
31. Case - Missing You
32. Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
33. Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You
34. Imago - Idlip
35. Musiq Soulchild - Don't Change
36. Goo Goo Dolls - Name
37. Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel
38. Filter - Take A Picture
39. Tori Amos - Sleeps With Butterflies
40. Justin Timberlake - Sexyback


QUESTIONS:

1. Which song do you prefer, #1 or #40? #40, coz it wakes me up when i'm sleepy at work.. hehe..

2. Have you ever listened to #12 continuously on repeat? Yup..

3. What album is #26 from? Caedmon's Call's 40 Acres..

4. What do you think about the artist who did #15? I like the original line up more.. But they're still cool..

5. Is #19 one of your favorite songs? Not really..

6. Who does #38 remind you of? Haha.. The Girl Next Door?? :P

7. Does #20 have better lyrics or music? Music..

8. Do any of your friends like #3? Hmm.. Some of them do..

9. Is #33 from a movie soundtrack? Yep.. I forgot the title but I think Natalie Portman was in it..

10. Is #18 overplayed on the radio? I don't think so now..

11. What does #21 remind you of? A huge fight..

12. Which song do you prefer, #5 or #22? #22.. Love this song..

13. What album is #17 from? Ashlee Simpson's Autobiography..

14. When did you first hear #39? Around February this year..

15. When did you first hear #7? A long long time ago.. Hehe..

16. What genre is #8? Rap.. Old School.. :P

17. Do any of your friends like #14? Malamang.. :)

18. What color does #4 remind you of? Black dark sky..

19. Have you ever blasted #11 on your stereo? Hmm.. No.. I like it not too loud..

20. What genre is #37? Alternative..

21. Can you play #13 on any instrument? Hehe.. Mahirap un..

22. What is your favorite lyric from #30? Everything she does is beautiful.. Everything she does is right..

23. What is your favorite lyric from #23? We have an ear for envy.. Never a tongue for praise..

24. Would you recommend #24 to your friends? Uhuh..

25. Is #2 a good song to dance to? Nope.. Haha..

26. Do you ever hear #16 on the radio? Yep yep.. Quite Often..

27. Is #32 more of a “nighttime” or “daytime” song? Definitely night time..

28. Does #36 have any special meaning to you? Yeah..

29. Do any of your friends like #31? Yes..

30. Is #25 a fast or slow song? Fast..

31. Is #35 a happy or sad song? Happy sad.. :)

32. What is one of your favorite lyrics from #9? In the morning after staying up all night.. I want to wake you just to hear you tell me it's alright..

33. Is #34 better to listen to alone or with friends? Alone..

34. When did you first hear #27? Spiderman2 movie..

35. Name 3 other songs by the artist who did #29? A Little Bit, saka ano.. Ahh.. Puro covers eh.. Counted ba un?? :)

36. Do you know all the words to #6? Almost.. :p

37. Does #28 have better lyrics or music? Music..

38. What album is #10 from? Caedmon's Call's Long Line Of Leavers..






~oOo~

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Friday, September 29, 2006

dreary..



After awhile you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean possession
and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
and your eyes ahead
with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build your roads today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have ways of falling down in mid-flight.

After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
and you learn and you learn...with every goodbye you learn.


--- Virginia Shopstall [ comes the dawn ]



~oOo~

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

matalino ako!

hmmm..

ano nga ba ang sukatan ng talino??

dumadating din ang tao sa panahon na wala talaga syang magawa (madalas atang mangyari sa akin to ngayon) , at naiisipan nyang sumagot ng mga online IQ test..

at iyon nga ang ginawa ko..

medyo mahaba ang test.. 11 pages ito.. halo-halo.. me verbal reasoning, me abstract patterns at syempre mawawala ba naman ang math?!?

di nga ako makapagconcentrate nung nagsasagot ako.. pano ba naman?? dun sa left side nung site e me mga larawan ng mga babae na kita ang dibdib!! hehe.. baka mamaya e me makakita sa akin, sabihin nagsusurf ako ng mga porn sites.. hehe.. mawalan pa ko ng trabaho..

eto naman ang resulta:




uy! 135 daw ang IQ ko.. e ano naman ngayon?!? (oo, si bill gates ung nasa litrato!!)

nagsearch ako sa net kung anong ibig sabihin kapag ang isang tao ay may 135 na IQ..

ang sabi sa http://www.increasebrainpower.com/iq-scale.html ang tao daw na me IQ between 135 to 144 ay very gifted.. naks, gifted child pala ko.. asan na ang promil commercial ko??

sinabi din sa result na ako daw ay "facts curator".. wuhdahekisdat??

ayon na din sa aking pagsasaliksik, ang ibig sabihin daw nun ay eto:

"Like a meticulous collector, you've fed your brain a unique set of facts and figures over the years. Words, numbers, you've got it all. That's what makes you a Facts Curator. Whether or not you intend to absorb every piece of information that comes your way, your mind has certain steel-trap qualities to it. You are a knowledge sponge. You have almost enough words in your head to fill a dictionary, and you're equally adept when it comes to manipulating numbers. You can also detect important patterns in number sequences, and probably remember the mnemonic devices you were taught in grade school.

You may feel comfortable in classroom settings where absorbing details is critical. You're also able to learn from example and piece together all the little facts in life to get to the big picture. That's why you never stop accumulating information as you walk through life. Your strengths lie in both the verbal and math realms — placing you in the same arena as someone like Bill Gates. Gates has the ability to not only store and retrieve an especially large amount of specialized data, but to translate and present that information to the population at large. His entire empire is based on this unique talent. And to think — your brain works in this same way! When it comes right down to it, you and other Facts Curators can ride a wave of information to live a truly enriched life."

hmm.. not bad.. at me kadugtong pa..


Great Jobs For You
Because of the way you process information,
these are just some of the many careers in which you wcould excel:

􀁺 Tech writer
􀁺 Astronomer
􀁺 Computer engineer
􀁺 Algebra teacher
􀁺 Copy editor
􀁺 Doctor

Some of Your Greatest Talents
You've got tons of strengths.
It wouldn't surprise us if you:

􀁺 Can process information quickly
􀁺 Can articulate knowledge clearly
􀁺 Are a thorough researcher; almost detective-like
􀁺 Are the person friends want to call for their "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" lifeline

ayos.. kung magiging kasing-yaman din ako ni pareng bill gates e.. why not??

at least hindi naman nalalayo ung trabaho ko ngayon sa mga career na suited sa type of intelligence ko.. hehe..

at dahil doon ay naengganyo tuloy akong makita ang kabuuan ng analysis nila sa intelligence ko..

I WANT A FULL REPORT!!!

pag click ko sa button ay:

ay! 12.95 dollars.. hehe..

mukhang alam ko na kung para saan ang 135 IQ score ko.. hehe..

let's all go back to FREE results..

peace and love everyone.. :P

~oOo~


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Monday, September 11, 2006

drag the smoke..

ang hirap maipit sa sitwasyong di mo naman alam kung pano ka napunta dun, in the first place.. pwede ba yun?? haha.. di ba sabi nga nila, lahat naman ng mga nangyayari sa atin ngaun e bunga lang ng mga nangyari sa atin sa nakaraan.. repercussions lang kung baga..

ako kasi, happy go lucky talaga.. just go with the flow.. bahala na.. mali ata diskarte ko.. when i was younger, it was okay.. siguro ngaun hindi na.. hindi na pwede ung balewalain ko muna sa umpisa at intayin na ung problema ang mag-ayos sa sarili nya.. believe it or not, madalas mangyari to sa kin.. when i'm stuck in deep shit, me dadating at aayos nito para sa akin.. not this time.. tumatanda ka na, kat.. dapat once in while, isipin mo din ang magiging outcome ng mga actions mo..

and i hate not knowing what to do.. paano ko nga naman malalaman kung ano ang gagawin ko kung hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ako nasadlak sa gitna ng gulo?? kung pede lang maglaho kahit sandali.. kahit mga 3 years lang.. haha..

o kaya kausapin mo ko kung anong problema mo.. kung ako ba ang problema..

ayokong mangapa sa dilim..


just start right, kat.. just start right..



~oOo~

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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

kasanayan..

mahirap masanay sa dilim..
nangangapa nang nakapikit sa ligaw na pangarap
at damdamin..

mahirap masanay sa lungkot..
unti-unti kang hihilahin ng kawalan ng pag-asa't
pagkabagot..

mahirap masanay sa pag-iisa..
gumugunita ng mga di malilimutang masasakit
na ala-ala..

hindi naman dapat ganoon..
hindi naman dapat masanay
sa dilim,
sa lungkot,
sa pang-iisa..

ang dilim kakikitaan din ng pira-pirasong liwanag..
ang lungkot ay mapapawi din ng mumunting mga ngiti..
ang pag-iisa'y mahahanapan din ng katuwang..

hindi habang panahon
mangangapa,
mababagot,
mangungulila..

hindi habang panahon
pipikit,
masasaktan,
luluha..

lahat ng bagay me katapusan..
matatapos din
ang dilim,
ang lungkot,
ang pag-iisa..

lahat kailangan ng panimula..
magsisimula din
ang liwanag,
ang ligaya,
ang pagtutuwang..

kailangan lang
mamulat,
ngumiti,
makaunawa..

mamulat sa gitna ng dilim..
ngumiti sa kabila ng lungkot..
makaunawa habang nag-iisa..




~oOo~

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

giving up..

yes.. i am giving up.. i am giving up the hope that everything will fall into place.. just like before.. no.. it won't happen.. for now, i can say that.. he's too absorbed in his own world to be able to notice my feelings and expectations.. i knew that, maybe earlier in my subconsciousness, but i have always known it.. and i am also to blame, i know.. i act as if i couldn't care less.. that's what i am showing him.. the toughie me.. i don't want to be like this, really, but i've sunk too deep into this shit that i will just go with the flow.. if this will lead me into being so badly beaten and bruised again then i don't mind.. i have been in that state before, i'll just get up and fight back again.. or maybe i won't..



-- taken from my livejournal account..
revisiting previous thoughts and feelings..


~oOo~

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

boredom..

they sure do make it tough for us lefties..

do you say:

that is RIGHT
or
that is correct??

alRIGHTy then
or
ok??

RIGHT of way
or
i believe i get to go first??

bill of RIGHTs
or
equality document??

do the RIGHT thing
or
follow the rules??

RIGHT person
or
compatible counterpart??

RIGHT now
or
the present time??

you have no RIGHT
or
you have no business??

RIGHT away
or
quickly??

i'll be RIGHT with you
or
please wait a moment??

i have every RIGHT
or
i've got the upper hand??

i guess i'm LEFT with more questions than answers..

you see what happens when a lefty gets bored?!?


~oOo~

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