my current ranting anthem..

much has been said
said you never leave
why'd it have to be
harder than it had to be
don't you throw blame
you were part of this
wasn't suppose to end
with us just walking away

so many times we tried
holding on to the pain but in my baby's eyes
i see my shame
asking why you had to leave
wasn't i strong enough to make you see
that the biggest part of this it's not about you or me
but just be wrong if we held on

so maybe tomorrow we'll find
a taste for the old days hard lessons
we've left behind
this mirrors an open door
i can barely stand to see myself
i don't know what to do anymore
i'm crying out for help

ohh lord
ohh lord

much has been said
will i never learn
keeping my fingers crossed
praying for my luck to turn
but i can't complain
i'm living it easy
job's keeping me busy
going crazy

can't describe the way it felt
when you left said your goodbyes
it just seems crazy for me to think
that I'll find love a second time
but we all know how it all wraps up in the end

maybe tomorrow we'll find
a taste for the old days hard lessons
we've left behind
this mirrors an open door
i can barely stand to see myself
i don't know what to do anymore
i'm crying out for help

ohh lord
ohh lord

what am i leaving behind
sweet how we see the big picture when you're life's not on the line i

i know the way but do you see what i see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
money on the table thought that was all I had to do
never came home
never said a word to tell you
no one ever said it was going easy

easy

yeah

start over again
this time
this time
let's do it right

start over again
this time
this time
Lets keep the fires burning.

start over again
start over again
this time
this time
let's do it right sweet child

start over again
start over again
this time
this time
lets keep the fires burning

you say i only hear what i want to:
you say i talk so all the time
i talk so all the time

~oOo~